Monday, November 26, 2007

happily ever after

ano na ba ang nangyayari? hahahaha. hindi ko na din alam e. nawawala na aq sa sibilisasyon. sobrang dami ginagawa. minsan napapatanga na lang aq sa mga pinaguusapan ng mga tao dahil hindi ko na talaga alam yung nangyayari. as i've said dun sa post q na, "the game is on." start na nga ng copar namin. and that's for one month. 4 days a week, for one whole month. super dami ng gingawa pero masaya naman e. gaya nga ng sabi q, this experience made me discover a lot of new things with in me. hahaha. kengkoy ka che! pro totoo talaga. masaya ang Copar, except the fact the magastos lang talaga siya. yun lang yung nakakainis na part. pero all in all na-eenjoy ko ang Copar namin. with the help na rin ng clinical instructor namin, si mam catanghal. she's really a big help. napaka inspiring niya. and napaka galing mag motivate. hahaha. plus the fact na kasama ko ang buong grupo, "sentai katorse." nakakatuwa na makilala sila ng mas mabuti. masaya na makabonding yung mga tao na hindi q naman madalas makausap o makapalitan ng opinion sa mga bagay bagay. ang galing galing lang talaga. woohoo!!!

ano meron sa title?? hahha. ewan q din. trip lang. nakuha q sa movie na, "the ENCHANTED." seriously, kaya yan yung title q, dahil nag 2nd year anniversary na kami ni pa. hahaha. kaya aun. happily ever after. epal!

thankful lang aq, kasi we're given the chance na makapag celebrate ng anniversary namin kahit na sobrang tight ng schedule namin. i am so happy. and so blessed with my relationship right now. what i wish is that God may always guide us, me and pa. my resolution for our realtionship this year is that, i would stop being paranoid and be more sensitive with pa's feelings. sensitive in a sense that i should also consider the things that pa is doing for our relationship. hindi puro na lang yung paghihirap at pagtitiis ko yung uunahin ko. in short, selfishness q ay dapat ng mawala. ehehe. i pray na magawa q siya, para hindi q nasasaktan si pa, pati yung sarili q. i love him so much.

gtg na, Copar na ulet bukas. magiimpake pa aq e. hahha. lalayas na naman aq. huhuhu.

i love you pa. Godbless.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

more than what i wished for.

never imagined that God would give me what i have now. and what amazed me more is the fact that He is giving me more than what i asked for. sa lahat ng aspeto ng buhay ko, hindi Siya pumapalya sa pagbibigay ng mga bagong pagsubok sa akin. mga pagsubok na akala q sa una hindi ko kakayanin. masaya aq. masaya kasi maraming nadagdag sa pagkatao q. masaya kasi nagmamahal at minamahal aq. may mga aspeto siguro na sablay, pero ganun daw tlga yun e. para balanse lang ang lahat. hindi pwedeng nasayo ang lahat. kung ano aq ngayon at kung ano yung meron aq at kung sino ang kasama ko, isa lang ang masasabi ko, kuntento ako.

i love you pa. Godbless.

Monday, November 19, 2007

feelings of happiness, contentment. . .

im happy. free. contented. overwhelmed. leader. excited. anxious. crazy. sleepy. exhausted. blessed. super. great. frustrated. homesick. in love. real. good. kind. happy hearts. happy minds. fun. enjoy. making the most out of everything. thankful. blissful.

so many emotions. hindi q alam kung anu ang uunahing ipaliwanag. haha. over all, im happy. marami ng nangyayari and hindi pa q nakakagawa ng post na matino. hehe. sa sunod na lang. 3rd week na namin bukas ng community immersion sa cavite. and at the same time 2nd year anniversary na namin ni pa. yipee!! so excited. it feels great to have someone whom you can share your happiness with. Thanking God for giving us these two years. and praying for more years to come. happy. happy. happy. im so happy, oh so happy......

i love you pa. Godbless.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

The game is on

Woohoo!! are you feeling the pressure? Shocks! Last semester na ito for our batch. Mixed emotions yung nararamdaman ko. Pero hanggat maaari ayokong mangibabaw yung kaba sa akin. Mawawala kasi sa focus e. Excited ako sa mga experiences na pwedeng ma-experience. hehe! As of now, sinasabi ko na sa sarili ko na mahirap na talaga yung mga pagdadaanan namin. As most of my relatives would say, "che, lahat na ng hardships mapagdadaanan mo na ngayon as a graduating student." And i think tama naman talaga sila e. Pro kaya namin ito, sanay na kami sa lahat ng hirap. hahaha. Basta ang motto ko nagyon, Go with the flow and stay ahead of the game, because this is going to be a tough fight. The game is really on. Our batch will going to bring it on. hahaha! Magaling kami laaht! malaki talaga yung paniniwala ko na kaya ng batch namin ito (3-5-80). We're smart kids and we put God in everything we do. Kaya alam ko kaya namin ito. With Gods grace and guidance we will succeed. Hay! Ang say ko. Ang sarap ng feeling ng graduating ka na. Woohoo! Start na ulit ng classes tomorrow. Sembreak is now over. And for our first week, start na ng CO Immersion (COPAR) ng cluster namin (cluster1). This is it. Lets do this guys!!

AHU!! AHU!! AHU!! =D

i love you pa. Godbless us all.

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