three and one month

bilis ah. hahaha.

Happy 37th month anniversary pa!

wabshu pa.
Godbless.

God's Gift

i would forever be thankful to God for this gift that He had given me. looking back at those days, i do not remember asking God for this gift. almost everyday i was ranting to God on how sad i am, on how life sucks, and on how i hate myself and the life i am living. those were the days that i consider myself an emo kid because, im so pessimistic and narrow-minded, life has no meaning ang purpose for me.

but God indeed is a Great and Loving God. He will answer your prayers in a different way, greater than what you asked and better than what you expected. it's like He would know what is your hearts desire, and sometimes He will give you one great gift that can answer all your prayers at the same time. amazing!! awesome!! hahaha.

this gift has brought a lot of changes in my life and on how i view life. from the time i received this gift from God, everything got clearer. my heart learned to smile and i learned how to enjoy life, though there are trials. this gift brought me closer to God and to my family. i begin to love myslef, everything that i have and be contented with it. i embraced optimism and applied it to every day living. i was able to divulged myself and dropped the masquerade and be free. Fabuluz!! hahaha.

i still have the gift that God had given me. i have it for about 3 years and a month now, to be exact. until now God is nurturing this gift, pouring it with so much blessing and love. i know i can get careless sometimes, but as much as possible i am preventing it to be scratch, and doing my best to take care of it. God knows how much i love this gift, and i know that He would not take it away from me because, He gave me this gift for me to have it forever. and i trust Him with that.


i love you pa.
Godbless.

**my 3rd year anniversary post**

inherent need to feel appreciated

got this one from aimee. colorgenic exam yung tawag e, try nio din kung gusto niyo. mabilis lang siya. may mga colors lang na naka display then arrange mo lang siya sa kung paano mo gusto pagsunod sunurin. after that may result na. ang galing nga e, medyo nag agree lang ako sa reult. hehe.

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Name: che
Date: 12/15/2008
Colorgenics Number: 21563407
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

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i love you pa.
Godbless.

emo kid

he broke my heart again. he's so good in doing this to to me ever since. and as his little girl the only thing that i can do is to understand him.


i love you pa. God bless.

Technical Support Associate installing Love!

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready- What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open y our Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem. Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, Error - Program not run on external components' What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the 'My Heart' directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

God/Tech Support: You're Welcome, Anytime.


** nice ang galing nito. haha.**
i love you pa.
Godbless.

shattered

wasted ka na naman boi! umayos ka!

two and eleven months

happy 35th month anniversary pa!!

one more month and its already our 3rd year. yipee!!! praise God. im happy & excited. anyweiz, got to go, i only have 5minutes left before my break ends. hahaha. takas mode na naman ako. hahahaha. :D

i love you my GG. Godbless.

two and ten months

this post is soooo uber late. sorry, ngayon lang kasi ako ulit nakagamit ng internet dito sa bahay. im usually tired when i get home from work, that's why im just using my free time for sleeping. sleeping for about 10 hours. haha. im such a pig. i even missed episode 3 and 4 of gossip girl. that sucks! i can't find it here in the internet. the site where i usually watch gossip girl doesn't have the ep3&4. my boyfriend told me the other day the he watched it there, but now when i checked up on it the site said that the video has been removed. and that makes me sad. awww. i want to watch it, as in now na. haha. enweiz enough for that. it's already our two and ten months. two months to go before our 3rd year. im sooo uber excited and happy for that. hahaha.

HAPPY 34th MONTH ANNIVERSARY PA!!

i love you pa. Godbless us.

two weeks notice

mga ka-wave ko sa sprint. ang dami namin. nakita niyo ba kung ano oras na yan? hehe. kulang kami, wala ako, si pao, lian at benjo.

Sprint Wave 78. we're proud we choose sprint. haha. c benjo wala pa din sa pic. :D

chillax moment. habang inaantay c ADDA. :D

c jessie, teacher medz at bojie. nilalamig na sila. :D

Bianca. Woah(Gerry). Anjoe. and Mommy mimi(mami ni basti sa going bulilits). ^_^

Lagot tayo guys. dba bawal mag picture sa area na may mga computer. hehe.

OHHHHHHHH MYYYYY GOSSSHHHHH!!!!!! hahahaha. favorite line ng lahat.

Milan masyado ka yata madikit kay pao. haha.

two weeks na ko nag start from work. and as of the moment sila ang mga taong nakakasama ko araw araw sa work. im enjoying their company. iba't ibang klase ng tao na dapat pakisamahan. halo halo ng topak at trip gawin sa buhay. im praying na maka survive kami sa training at magtagal kami sa work at makaresolve kami ng maraming maraming calls. lalo na yung mga irate customers.

i love you pa. Godbless.

nagyoyosi ka ba???

che: hindi e.

co-employee #1: ay, bad ka.

co-employee #2: huh?? bakit, saya kaya mag yosi.

che: hindi e. baka ikamatay ko pag nagyosi ako.

-------- End of conversation---------

okay, medyo di ko gets yun. LABO meyn!!! nararamdaman ko na ang peer pressure. haha. pero alam ko kaya ko labanan ang temptations. mabait ako e. hindi ko itataya ang buhay ko para sa isang bisyo. haha.

na meet ko na yung mga wavelengths(im not sure kung tama yung term) ko kanina. and alam ko narin kung saan account ako assigned. im going to handle calls under sprint/nextel. it's a telecommunication company, obviously it's US based. aun. medyo na-intimidate nga ako sa mga kasama ko kanina e. parang natanong ko lang bigla sa sarili ko kung kasama ba talaga ako sa kanila. hehe. natatakot lang ng konti. marami kasi sa kanila may experience na sa call center, so basically they already have an idea of the whole process. e ako, start from scratch pa lang. building of my foundation pa lang. hmm. pro i'll do my best for this, with God's Grace. pag pray nio ko ah. haha.

i love you pa. Godbless.

supernova 7610

i just love it and i want it. hope to have her soon. haha. epal!!

• Turn heads with the glamorous, sleek slide design.
• Refresh the look by easily changing the phone's cover.
• Detect specific colours with the camera's unique Theme Colourizer feature and automatically adjust the illumination to match the wallpaper.
• Capture life's moments with the 3.2 megapixel camera with dual LED flash light and 8 x digital zoom.
• Listen to your favourite songs on the FM stereo radio with RDS feature or on the music player.
• Help keep your personal information safe by locking your phone for use with only your personal SIM card and protect your data with a PIN code.

i love you pa. Godbless.

boy meets girl

The Roles Assigned in Eden

So what does God say it means to be man or woman? The Christian's first stop for the answer is the Genesis account of when God created the first man and woman. That is act 1 of God's story.

Jesus showed us that the Genesis account should be the foundation of our perspective of true manhood and womanhood. When He was questioned about marriage, He pointed his questions back to god's design: "Haven't you read... that at the beginning the Creator 'made them male and female'?" (Matthew 19:4). Paul did the same. When he wrote to the Ephesian church about how husbands and wives were to relate to each other, he referred his readers to God's original intention, which He revealed before sin entered the world (Ephesians 5:31).

From the first two chapters of the Bible we learn that Adam and Eve were created equal in God's sight. In our chauvinistic culture, in which women are often belittled and abused, this fact needs to be clearly stated. God made women totally equal to men in personhood, dignity, and worth. They are no less important or valuable to God.

Within the context of their equality, God assigned men and women different roles. He made Adam first, signifying his unique role as leader and initiator. He created Eve from Adam and brought her to Adam to be his helper in the tasks God had assigned him. She was made to complemnent, nourish, and help her husband. God's greatest gift to man was "a helper suitable for him" (Genesis 2:18). This doesn't minimize a woman's role, but it does define it.

men and Women were created equal, yet different. And the fact that we're different is wonderful. What a boring world it would be if the opposite sex weren't so mysterious, so puzzling, and at times so infuriatingly unlike us!

God didn't make us to duplicate each other, but to complement each other. The point here is not that Adam was better than Eve, just as God the Father is not "better" than God the Son. Father and Son are equal in essence, power, glory, and worth, but they have different roles; and the Son joyfully submits to the Father's will (1 Corinthians 15:28). So in marriage a husband and wife are equal, even though Scripture tells the wife to joyfully submit to her husband's leadership. ~(Boy meets Girl by Joshua Harris, page 106)~

>>eto yung isa sa favotrite kong chapter sa book na to. inspiring kasi siya tsaka mind opener. ang maganda pa sa book na to, hindi siya yung typical na mushy book. sa unang tingin kasi ganoon yung iisipin mo dahil sa title niya. pero actually, Christian book siya. tapos madami kang scriptures na mababasa na pwede makatulong sayo sa pag-handle ng relationship mo. it's like managing your relationhip together with God. aun, shinare ko lang. haha. ENJOY!!

i love you pa. Godbless.

and so i rant

Miguel Molina - sea games gold medalist and an olympian.

yes, im in love with this guy. hahaha. when i first saw him on the tv ad of milo for the 2008 beijing olympics i didn't find him that striking (but i must say that he have a nice bowdy! (body) haha) until i've watched him totally compete with other countries. from the event that i've watched, he placed 2nd and he did very well. anh galing talaga. super cheer talaga kami ni kuya nun. so from that moment i've fallen in love with him. haha. epal! and isang factor din siguro kasi frustration ko ang maging isang swimmer. isang panaginip na hindi na nagkatotoo. haha. kaya yun, he has gotten my heart with that. and whenever his tv ad is shown on the tube i really can't help but watch him. nakakalungkot lang kasi wala tayong gold na naiuwi. pero okay lang, i think the filipino olympians gave there heart and dedication to this.

i love you pa. Godbless.

two and nine months

the man whom im planning my life with.

Happy 33rd month anniversary pa.

i love you pa. Godbless everyone.

alone

it's now that i needed you badly.

i love you pa. Godbless.

i am a registered tamaraw nurse. :D

For I know well the plans I have
in mind for you,
plans for your welfare, not for despair!
plans to give you a future full of hope.
~Jeremiah 29:11~

life with God is indeed a life full of surprises. Registered Nurse na ako. hindi pa din ako makapaniwala. haha. maraming salamat sa lahat ng tao na nag pray. thank you. haha. such a blessing. thank God.

Congrats sa group14. pasado kami lahat na nag-take ng 2008 board exam. yipee. ang galing namin. hahahaha.

Seq. No. N a m e
7270 CRUZ, OSWALD IVAN MARQUEZ
8167 DE LEON, HANNAH SHANE SARMIENTO
8444 DEL ROSARIO, KLARISSE CHANTLLE ARENAS
8502 DELA CRUZ, DANNA AISHA MARIÑAS
10117 ESGUERRA, RAZIELLE JUSTINE DELA ROSA
14180 LACHENAL, MARIA TERESITA DAYAO
17040 MATEOS, MA ELLEN CIELO ALBACITE
21438 RAMIREZ, CHRISTOPER JAKE SANTOS
23051 SALAPONG, KIM JOSEPH TIBAYAN

congrats din sa lahat ng pumasa. kay pa, leean and lanjae. yeeeee. at sa lahat pa ng friends and classmates ko. ^_^

i love you pa. Godbless.

Surprised!!!!!!!!!

belated happy birthday to me. hahaha.

favorite chocolate mousse. *yum*

gusto mo?

hiwain na natin yan.

hmm?? masarap kaya ito? ^_^

okay, dahil sweldo ni kuya ngayon. meron siya pahabol na regalo para sa birthday ko. syempre pwede ka ba naman mag bday na wala kang CKAE?? hahaha, yun nga lang, late na. hahaha. it's like 11 days after my birthday. waaahahaha. dahil nga naman daw kasi 21 years old na ako, kaya sakto july 21 din nagbigay si kuya. haha. ang saya. tuwang tuwa na naman ako. na-surprise talaga ako e. di ko inexpect. xmpre ikaw ba nman, tapos na birthday mo bigyan ka ba naman ng vake di ka ba naman ma-surprise nun. hahaha. ang saya. thank you kuya. thenk you Lord.

i love you pa, Godbless.