Saturday, December 20, 2008

three and one month

bilis ah. hahaha.


Happy 37th month anniversary pa!

wabshu pa.
Godbless.

God's Gift

i would forever be thankful to God for this gift that He had given me. looking back at those days, i do not remember asking God for this gift. almost everyday i was ranting to God on how sad i am, on how life sucks, and on how i hate myself and the life i am living. those were the days that i consider myself an emo kid because, im so pessimistic and narrow-minded, life has no meaning ang purpose for me.

but God indeed is a Great and Loving God. He will answer your prayers in a different way, greater than what you asked and better than what you expected. it's like He would know what is your hearts desire, and sometimes He will give you one great gift that can answer all your prayers at the same time. amazing!! awesome!! hahaha.

this gift has brought a lot of changes in my life and on how i view life. from the time i received this gift from God, everything got clearer. my heart learned to smile and i learned how to enjoy life, though there are trials. this gift brought me closer to God and to my family. i begin to love myslef, everything that i have and be contented with it. i embraced optimism and applied it to every day living. i was able to divulged myself and dropped the masquerade and be free. Fabuluz!! hahaha.

i still have the gift that God had given me. i have it for about 3 years and a month now, to be exact. until now God is nurturing this gift, pouring it with so much blessing and love. i know i can get careless sometimes, but as much as possible i am preventing it to be scratch, and doing my best to take care of it. God knows how much i love this gift, and i know that He would not take it away from me because, He gave me this gift for me to have it forever. and i trust Him with that.


i love you pa.
Godbless.

**my 3rd year anniversary post**

Monday, December 15, 2008

inherent need to feel appreciated

got this one from aimee. colorgenic exam yung tawag e, try nio din kung gusto niyo. mabilis lang siya. may mga colors lang na naka display then arrange mo lang siya sa kung paano mo gusto pagsunod sunurin. after that may result na. ang galing nga e, medyo nag agree lang ako sa reult. hehe.

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Name: che
Date: 12/15/2008
Colorgenics Number: 21563407
http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard.

You like the better things in life. You are sensuous and emotional. You are a follower of the Arts and you seek an environment that will give you the fulfilment to the senses that you need.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled - and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your 'inner- self' you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

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i love you pa.
Godbless.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

emo kid

he broke my heart again. he's so good in doing this to to me ever since. and as his little girl the only thing that i can do is to understand him.


i love you pa. God bless.

Technical Support Associate installing Love!

Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you?

Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?

Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?

Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready- What do I do first?

Tech Support: The first step is to open y our Heart. Have you located your Heart?

Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running?

Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.

Tech Support: No problem. Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off?

Customer: I don't know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?

Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.

Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?

Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, Error - Program not run on external components' What should I do?

Tech Support: Don't worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.

Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.

Customer: Okay, done.

Tech Support: Now, copy them to the 'My Heart' directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?

Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.

Customer: Thank you, God.

God/Tech Support: You're Welcome, Anytime.


** nice ang galing nito. haha.**
i love you pa.
Godbless.

journey to the center of your deepest self and back out into the world with a broadened understanding of who you are