Thursday, August 02, 2007

trying to understand your points.

Bakit pakiramdam ko nagiging selfish kayo. Bakit parang sarili niyo lang yung iniisip niyo. Bakit parang hindi niyo binibigyan ng consideration yung situation namin. Bakit kahit ang liit liit na problema pinapalaki niyo. sorry if i say these things. hindi ko lang kasi magets yung point niyo. pasensya kung hindi pa siya maprocess ng kakapirangot kung utak. aminado akong nasaktan ako sa mga sinabi niyo. anggara kasi e. parang ang big deal. siguro nga big deal siya kasi it's for the sake of everyone else. but i think may iba pang way para magawa natin yung sinasabi niyo. sana lang we may give considerations sa situations ng iba. para kasing ang dating kayo lang yung nasusunod pagdating sa mga decisions. you're always saying na you're open for everyone's suggestion, e bakit pakiramdam ko hindi nangyayari yun. i just hope that i'll be able to understand your points. kasi ayaw ko din naman nung nangyayari sa atin ngayon. i never thought that we will be having these kind of problems. sobrang masaya kasi ako nung una ko kayong nakasama. hindi ko lang alam kung bakit tayo nagkakaganito ngayon. hindi ko alam kung ano ang nangyayari sa atin. the more kasi na pinipilit niyong ayusin, the more na nagkakagulo. may iba't ibang attitude problems. masyado kasi nating ginagawang perfect yung group natin. gusto natin perfect lahat. e kung tutuusin wala namang ganun. gusto natin ng change. diba mas maganda kung sa sarili natin uumpisahan yung pagbabago. we keep on pointing out sa mali ng iba, pero yung mga kanya-kanya nating pagkakamali di natin makita. everyone has their own choice to do what they want to do. and not everyone has the same positions in life like we do. so i think it would be fair enough if we'll just respect what they want.

"sory if i acted that way knna. honestly, im rily dsapointd kc im hoping n by ds tym m22loy n ung mga plans ntn. nka2pgtampo lng, kc d grp alwys end up s pggng hnd 2loy... every1 r xctd twng mgpplan tau, pro hnd q lam kng bkt pgdtng nung tym n un hnd tau lgi n22loy.. hannah knws wat i wuld lyk 2 pount out. i knw u guys hav persnal rison/s but we r tryng n mkmpleto tau twng my lakad pra nman mgkaron taung lhat ng tym 2 njoy w/ evry membr of d grp.. hnd kc ok 4 me n umaals ung iba tpos ung iba hnd ksama... as mch a posble gs2 q kc kmpleto tau lhat. pro muka po yatang imposible n un... =C"

cguro wag mo na nating ipilit ang mga bagay kung hindi pa talaga dapat. everything has its own time. mukha kasing malabo pa ngayon, lalo na't ilang beses na rin nating sinubukan ayusin ito. but im not saying na we give up. we just need to stop for awhile and refelct on the things that had happened. dont give up my dear, we''ll get through this. our group we'll get through this. wag tayo masyadong magmadali. and wag natin masyadong i-dwell yung attention natin dun sa mga hindi magandang nangyayari. coz i know for sure may maganda pa ring nangyayari sa atin. tulad nitong pinagdadaanan natin ngayon. one way ito para mag grow ang bawat isa sa atin. i just hope and pray that everyone will find ways to be happy. Godbless us.

i love you pa. Godbless. =D

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